Sunday, March 18, 2007"
im beginning to tink that i sound lyk an old man. HOW CAN I FAIL THEORY? i have no common sense. PLAIN RETARDED. when everybody else talks bout uni courses, im the onli one left out. I DESERVE IT. from 2day onwards, im gonna memorise essays. PHRASE BY PHRASE, WORD FOR WORD. im so ashamed of myself. especially to mdm loh, and mdm yaty. my parents want me to go to SIM. but i persuaded them to let me retake. i even told them i'l pay wif my own money. the money i earned from standing for long hours (11 hours per day) the money that caused the skin on my palms to peel off, blisters to grow on my feet. nevertheless, i must nvr forget this: sorrow is a display of weakness, avoidance is a form of cowardice. All i have experienced was just an epitome of hardship. There'll be more to come when i have to study in ns. i'l be prepared, for this tym at least.
Spoken at Sunday, March 18, 2007
