Saturday, February 24, 2007"
Plan 1: If i eligible for any uni courses. Psychology? Business? Sciences? Architechture? Confucius once said, "Find a job u really lyk, and u wun have to work for a single day in ur life". It's gonna be an ultimate decision that wil impact my entire life. I've tried banquet. no talent for it. I've tried sales. not so bad. mayb i should try more and learn more. but time is running out. the A's are coming out in a few more days. The college just sent me a letter reminding me to pay up the amount i owe them when i go back to retrieve my results. -.- anw, coming to think of it, plan 1 is least lykly to be feasible so may i can stop thinking bout the courses.
Plan 2: If i am nt eligible for any uni courses. most prolly wun be considering polys and private unis. Retake! I've got 2 chances. one this year and one nxt year. then the entire syllabus wil disappear from the world forever. Taking into account any obstacles (driving lessons+national service) , i'll prolly be left wif no tym for revision. Then there wil be no point in retaking when i noe im gonna fail again. have to squeeze tym out.
Some frens, though they are the minority who said so: will pass one la. the rest, including my parents: have u decided wad ure gonna do when the results come out? already expecting me to fail. -.- but true enough, i wrote the scripts. i wrote rubbish on the scripts. >< No on i can blame but myself. zzz.
Lil bro's godlike now. NJ just called to tel him he passed the audition. gd results in almost all aspects of his life. making me look so stupid now. now my parents are pressurizing me. Dad wants me to take either architechture (i cant draw well) or psychology (needs bio background and i dun have any). Making me do stuff i have no talent in. zzz.
Went to my piano and was trying to learn the next few phrases. Lil bro came in wif his cello, urging me practise a duet piece 2gather. "later, i practise my piece 1st" Mayb i wasnt persuasive enough, my practise turn out to be a chord banging session. He was playing his noisiest piece, the one he always use to wake me up in the morning, afternoon actually. Found it completely pointless to play cox i cant hear i was playing. I'l rather let him have the space to practise. His practise mite more fruitful than mine, i thought. Went to my com. Lil bro nudged me on msn. That idiot stopped practising when i stopped. -.-
Spoken at Saturday, February 24, 2007
