Saturday, January 06, 2007"
i tink im addicted. everytym im deprived of it, my hands shake, my body tremble. my body warms up and heart feels stuck in my chest. i've to put a stop to it. v soon. mum left early in the morning. She called when i woke up. Her tone wasnt stable. i wonder wads happening there. i deserve the right to noe wads happening. basic theory evaluation at 1. i'l be gg down after basic theory evaluation. Sick and tired of everytink. numb too. i need a break. It had been an arduous year. looking forward to chinese new year. need a fresh start. if everytink were to repeat again, i'l noe how to deal wif them. i need to spend year 2007 wisely and cover up for e tym i've wasted last year. and if everytink were to repeat again, i'l study and mug lyk a nerd everyday. i'l be more serious in everytink i do, in both tennis and studies. i'l try v hard nt to be a burden to anyone. i'l live life the way it should be.
Spoken at Saturday, January 06, 2007
