Sunday, April 08, 2007"
Why am i looking forward to it? I must have been a loser in life so badly that i'm running away. I'm waiting so badly to step on the greener grasslands (sand perhaps) of Pulau Tekong Besar.
My parents called me a spoilt brat half a year ago, but their treatment was very much better these days. No more rantings from them that i almost felt adopted. I wanted to pay for my retake so as to trigger myself to be serious in wadever i do, but dad stepped in and paid. Dad was telling me about my previous generations when i felt i'm prolly the most useless heir of the family line.
Spoken at Sunday, April 08, 2007
Friday, April 06, 2007"
messy eh? evidence that im ridiculously well prepared for ns. These items don't just work as simply as you think. toilet rolls, for me to mummify myself 1st b4 putting on camopaint. black tape, essential for its multipurpose functions. Dettol and Dynamo, tools to commit suicide. A bottle of chinese medicine, to ease myself should i encounter gastric pains. well prepared? the most optimal combination of multi purpose equipments. prison break~
Spoken at Friday, April 06, 2007
extremely pleased with new handphone pouch i got for myself. It resembles a tennis racket bag. Got it to protect the new fone dad bought for me. Its an NS fone. Nokia 2626. It has a mirror smacked right on the screen, such that whenever im nt using the fone, it goes on standby mode and i can see myself in it. me and my nerdy ns specs... I attached the tail of my pouch to my bunch of keys, a very big bunch of keys. 1 for my gate, 1 for granny's gate, 1 for my main door, 1 for granny's main door, 1 for my room, 1 for my letter box, 1 for a cupboard in my school that i duplicated illegally back then, 1 for my private padlock... There's another metal piece sticking out of my key. Its a miniature shaft. Its supposed to be a keychain with both a miniature sword and a shaft i got from japan. broke the sword unfortunately. As for the black rectangular rubber strap with a hook, its a car's key chain for one of granddad's old cars.
Spoken at Friday, April 06, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007"
another weekday as usual. as they warned me b4, i wun be able to discipline myself to study. true enough, i had no motivation. Then, i rmbed, i was scheduled for dental appointment and traffic police test. Need to get more stuff for ns also. Still short of a watch, an alarm clock and washing detergent (no idea how to use it).
arrived at the clinic half an hour early. doctor nt there yet. walked around in HMV. took off my braces. the entire process took more than an hour, including X-ray and all that. Flor waited for an hour. but i was stil nt done wif scaling, polishing and whitening. rescheduled those appointments. No payments for the day since i wil be gg again tml.
Felt a bit insecure. Mum doesnt trust me to my own nets card. She gave me cash for dental, which i end up nt using. Carried 700 bucks walking around in town again. I tot e best place to look for cheap watches will be lucky plaza. True enough, 3 for 10 bucks watches hung right in front of the entrance. making my choice between 25 bucks ugly casio watches and cheap and ugly 3 for 10 bucks disposable watches. Didn buy anytink in the end. ran out of tym. had to cab down to bbdc.
late for test by 12 min. last to reach. 1st to go off. the test was much easier than expected. didn really study and i passed. supposed to go back to town and meet yman and flor. felt a bit pointless so i went home instead hahas.
took a peek into the mirror. OMFG i look lyk frankenstein. parts for my teeth yellow and black! vvv bad decay. cant really do much cox of the braces. need desperate whitening and cleaning. Feel really strange also. Felt as though i had layers of gums. Not used to the freedom yet. flor says i look lyk a nerd in my new specs. ^^ yman says i look lyk batman. -_-
Spoken at Monday, March 26, 2007
Sunday, March 25, 2007"
friggin tiring, esp when i tried to hard to memorise essays and nth gets in. i memorised 1 essay, copied it out once, then tried practisin it under exam conditions. every word was perfect. but when i tot it was time to move on to another essay. i 4got 30% of the essay i memorised. now, im more or less done wif efficiency, moving on to other chapters.
played tennis wif zhihao 2days ago. he just fin his common test. called 100 to check for cck tennis cours booking hotline. waited for 3 min, an indian picked up. "can you please tel me the number for me to book tennis courts at cck stadium" "There are three numbers, cck sports hall, cck stadium and cck council" " and there is also another one, yio chu kang tennis centre" "can i have all the numbers then, all except yio chu kang" "you are onli entitled to 2 numbers per call"
onli played for 1 hour, but was extremely pleased wif a lucky shot i made, which i tot was spectacular. the ball hit my frame when i tried to slice it, generating an abnormal amount of pressure to the ball. it floated and when i tot it was gg out, it swerved to it right, travelled along the white line, barely made it across the net, then dropped immediately as it was meant to be, kicked off at an wide angle, 75 deg from the line. Had to admit its a lucky frame shot, but i was amused.
had to start gathering stuff for ns. made a pair of specs that make me look lyk batman. dad drove me down to mustafa. 24 hour indian's paradise. prickly heat powder, loreal hair shampoo(short hair use) , asience hair shampoo (long hair use), asience hair conditioner, dettol body shampoo (deodourant shower gel) , t3 facial cleanser (acne prevention), eversoft facial cleanser (tones skin), still short of washing detergent, alarm clock and watch.
Spoken at Sunday, March 25, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007"
5 hours of mugging but i was onli capable of memorising half an essay (15 marks) 1 bottle of chicken essense a day to keep myself focused. I'm a mugger, a full time mugger. =)
Spoken at Thursday, March 22, 2007
Sunday, March 18, 2007"
I NEED MORE BRAIN CELLS. part of the reason i derived for my stupidity is becox i hate eating fish. fish wil be my fav food from 2day onwards.
Spoken at Sunday, March 18, 2007
im beginning to tink that i sound lyk an old man. HOW CAN I FAIL THEORY? i have no common sense. PLAIN RETARDED. when everybody else talks bout uni courses, im the onli one left out. I DESERVE IT. from 2day onwards, im gonna memorise essays. PHRASE BY PHRASE, WORD FOR WORD. im so ashamed of myself. especially to mdm loh, and mdm yaty. my parents want me to go to SIM. but i persuaded them to let me retake. i even told them i'l pay wif my own money. the money i earned from standing for long hours (11 hours per day) the money that caused the skin on my palms to peel off, blisters to grow on my feet. nevertheless, i must nvr forget this: sorrow is a display of weakness, avoidance is a form of cowardice. All i have experienced was just an epitome of hardship. There'll be more to come when i have to study in ns. i'l be prepared, for this tym at least.
Spoken at Sunday, March 18, 2007
Friday, March 09, 2007"
OMFG. i must be fuckin' retarded. finished the entire book of 510 mcq qns and stil fail my evaluation twice! zzz.
Spoken at Friday, March 09, 2007
